November 11, 2019

Fabio came back from London. How we’ve missed each other.
He brought me a gift. I had asked him to buy me the book: The Artist’s Way. He was staying at Marco’s and Isil’s place and Marco ordered the book on Amazon, it was there the next morning. When Fabio arrived home he gave it to me and opened me the first page. There there was a hand written note from Marco. It was saying:

“May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face.

And may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars.”

I read this and started crying.

What a great gift, how lucky I am that I am loved by a wonderful person. It is beautiful.

While Fabio was on the way to home I felt guilty about the cat I was taking care of: Dario. I had given him one pack of cat food yesterday. This was half of my cat’s daily meal. I did not want him to stay hungry till the night so I hurried quickly to his home. This little lion as always welcomed me with a lot of love. He hugged me and kissed me and showed his belly to me.
He did not play with me much, just ran a bit around.
I was worried that I would be late to meet Fabio but his train got stuck somewhere so I could have enough time with Dario and be on time to Fabio. I am so lucky.

I listened to Fabio’s plans about finances. I do not care so much about technical stuff but human stuff. i still opened my ears and my heart and listened. I then took him and kissed him and hugged him. We found each other again and both cried – I cried of relief – it was catharsis. he is my island, I am his. It is so beautiful.

I think I am falling in love with who I want to be.
I think that is good, isn’t it? It is not good or bad. It is what it is. I feel energy, I feel love, I feel good. I am married to my love. I love myself. I love our cats, our house, I love my friends, I love my neighbourhood, I love life. I am blessed.

About the author 

Isil Uysal Calvelli

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